November 20th, 2009
The Great Sadness
December 3, 2003 and November 11, 2009.
Those dates may never match the Great Sadness in the book The Shack but I will never ever forget those dates because of the pain it brought me.
Looks like my tabulas is going to be sad for quite sometime again. 
"It was like someone had died - like I had died. Because it had been more than just losing the truest true loves, as if that were not enough to kill anyone. It was also losing a whole future, a whole family - the whole life that I'd chosen..."
-New Moon, Stephanie Meyer